So I’ve lost over 2 1/2 stone but I just feel just as ugly and don’t see what others do. But that is down to always feeling like the ugly duckling to all my friends and some horrible things my ex husband said – which I didn’t think he would say. So my rika classes are back on now for the new year and I’m going to keep trying and eating healthy as possible and having my Herbalife shake at lunch.

Yes I do want to be pretty but I just want to feel good about myself and maybe meet a man who will love me for me!!