So haven’t done much blogging for a while, but still searching for way to do or change my life.  So many obstacles are put in our way, which we either let take us down, or we decided to fight them and make things better or get rid of that negative.  Even when in a bad place, if you just let it get to you, nothing will ever change, so you must pick yourself up and decide to overcome and fight to gain responsibility of your life.  You maybe totally knackered but you only can fight this and make life better for yourself.  So i am willing to fight for my life and make it better for me, I will get the life i want to have it may take me longer than some but i want the bad to end which is nearly at the end and begin afresh.